“No, Sorry”

Without falling into another depression again, I told the guy I liked about how I felt. It was early in the morning, he was sitting at a table with no one around. I decided to go up to him

So, I know this is kind of random, but I kind of like you. I’m not sure if you’re interested but-

Before I could even finish my thought, he answered with

No, sorry…

I kind of said sorry, not sure why but it just kind of came out. I quickly texted my group chat of friends about it as I scurried away to the back of the lunchroom.

I kind expected him to decline, but I feels so surreal. I never done something like this before. Though what I did was technically a natural teenager thing, it somehow felt unnatural.

I remember looking at his face, pure awkwardness. I don’t blame him, it’s probably a weird situation to be in.

I’m definitely not upset, just confused. Matter of fact, I started laughing to my friends when I told them about it. The sucky part is that I still have to seem them everyday and I’m not willing to accept that he said no yet.

I don’t know why.

Maybe it’s not me, it could just be, like I said, he’s not into that kind of thing. Besides, it’s not exactly accepted for two guys to be in a romantic relationship still, especially in my school. I wouldn’t want to stress him out.

But hey, at least I know now. I can finally move on a little. It’s going to be really hard to do so, but there’s nothing else I can do but move on.

Thanks for reading.

Ali.


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