Without falling into another depression again, I told the guy I liked about how I felt. It was early in the morning, he was sitting at a table with no one around. I decided to go up to him
So, I know this is kind of random, but I kind of like you. I’m not sure if you’re interested but-
Before I could even finish my thought, he answered with
I kind of said sorry, not sure why but it just kind of came out. I quickly texted my group chat of friends about it as I scurried away to the back of the lunchroom.
I kind expected him to decline, but I feels so surreal. I never done something like this before. Though what I did was technically a natural teenager thing, it somehow felt unnatural.
I remember looking at his face, pure awkwardness. I don’t blame him, it’s probably a weird situation to be in.
I’m definitely not upset, just confused. Matter of fact, I started laughing to my friends when I told them about it. The sucky part is that I still have to seem them everyday and I’m not willing to accept that he said no yet.
I don’t know why.
Maybe it’s not me, it could just be, like I said, he’s not into that kind of thing. Besides, it’s not exactly accepted for two guys to be in a romantic relationship still, especially in my school. I wouldn’t want to stress him out.
But hey, at least I know now. I can finally move on a little. It’s going to be really hard to do so, but there’s nothing else I can do but move on.
Thanks for reading.